The grand plan is looking something like this (but is subject to change)
- Start taking B/C pills in only 3 days!
- A week later start downregging (bring on the menopause)
- Baseline scan (Clinic to provide key to the henhouse)
- Then into the hen house for just over a week to grow my eggs (hates needles)
- Egg collection mid July etc, etc (hates hospitals)
- Test early Aug
I suppose I should really be taking one day at a time but I thought it would been nice to see the big picture.
I did mention in my other posts that my waist line had been increasing slightly, to which I thought may actually be a kidlet in there, and I had experienced a slight nausea off and on. Well, today I thought I better quell those ideas and daydreams and went on a brought a POAS. The result of my pre ICSI POAS was BFN (not having a kidlet). For me that brought closure on that fantasy and I do have to take and inject all those fertility drugs. My fantasy gave me a warm feeling whilst it lasted but only in a parrallel universe. So beam me down Scotty ...................................................................
I am now in the land of reality again. In my next update I will mention what I am doing differently in this cycle which I hope may contribute to a BFP and a child in the next 10 months.
Today is day -3 before my second and final attempt at being a mother starts. Sugar, it does feel so final at the moment..
I really do want to join that exclusive Mothers Club any enjoy all the joys and benefits being a mother brings. Well we will see what Lady Luck has in store for me.
1 comment:
Sister, I hear you loud and clear. I'm 40 and on my third cycle. Just had a chit chat with my therapist about what to do if the Preg Test is a BFN this time too. It seems self care can only be planned so far.... I'll send a little tirade into the universe on your behalf as well as mine instead of hopes this time!
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